Pressed against the bed
Face down
Muscles fail
Pain over pleasure
Language flittering dim in the storm
Not even a flame
Noises flailing
Failed speech
Looking back
Pain surges
Presence ebbs
Fingers dig at hips
Invisible unknown edge
Off we go
Now mind like body
Pliant beneath each thrust
How still the world
Calm now
Body slackens
"Good girl"
Your knowing words
Numb
Distant
Faint but clinging
Love me
Groan and thrust and hold
Fingers squeeze deep
Body just is
Mattress rises
Weight recedes
Fingers grasp
Head turns
Body stays
Virgin no more
Besotted bliss
Aching anesthetic pride
Made you happy
Useful me
Yearning and confusion
Now
Angry words
Door slams
Alone
Needing
Come back...
Please
Curling in
Convulsing breaths
Wet cheeks
Hands find face
....
Absence
...
Psyche bleeds
Sun drags
Night settles
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